Finally Ready to be Here

This post is a little unusual for me.  I have never posted the lyrics of a song on here because none have ever really culminated how I felt in a particular moment.  This one hits the nail directly on its proverbial head.  Sometimes things happen in your life and it's hard to deal with them.  Death.  Loss.  Confusion.  Love.  Pain.  You think that you've compartmentalized each negative experience into its own little box, never to reopen them again.  You think everything has been said.  Everything has been dealt with.  Then something happens to tear at that ever so carefully put away box, to bring things into the light.  The opening of that box begins to make you questions the ramifications that occurred to create that box.

I'm done making boxes.  I'm done hiding from dealing with the lessons life throws at me.  I'm finally ready to be here.  Really be here.

Just a little, random late night insight from me.  If you haven't heard this song go out and buy it or rip it off the internet.  Either way, take a listen into the mind of me at this moment in my life.  It may give you some insight on your own.

Rosi Golan- It's Been A Long Day

It's been a long day
And all I've gotta say is make it strong
It's been a long day
And all I've gotta say is I've been wrong
So take a leave of absence
Tell me you'll be gone
I don't wanna see your face
It's been a long day
And I just want to hide away

It's been a long week
And all the lines come down heavy on me
It's been a long week
I'm finally feeling like it's ok to break
Into a thousand pieces
No one can replace
Only I can find my way
It's been a long day
And I just wanna hide away

It's been a long year
And everyone around me is disappearing
It's been a long year
And this mess around me is finally clear
So can I have a moment
Just to say hello
Can you let your anger go
It's been a long year
And i'm finally ready to be here